i'm backkkk.

hey ya'll! so it has officially been FOREVER since i've last blogged. but, as most of you who will be reading this will know, i am getting MARRIED and moving to good 'ol texas in a mere 2.5 weeks. yes, not months. weeks.

this has been an amazing season. i can't believe it's about to happen. not only am i getting married and becoming a WIFE, but i am moving to an entirely new city in an entirely new state. and getting a new job when i get down there. i am not sure what that job is quite yet, but the Lord is good and we will figure that out when the time comes. what i am thankful for is that my soon-to-be fiance husband [goodness, that's weird] is already down there and has been tremendously blessed with people embracing him in their loving homes. we are also blessed to have people down there we already know, which makes it feel like such a small world. so i'm so glad that becoming a new married couple isn't joined with jumping into the vast unknown together as well. canaan is established there and can therefore help me adjust. 

i'm really looking forward to:
-getting to go on a grown up trip on a plane and everything with just my man and me and have a vacation. no family. just me and my husband. what a strange feeling! am i really this old already? can i handle this? [a week in maui, i think i can manage]. 
-being able to live life with cane and experience things together. it has been so long since i have just been able to do simple things with him. it's going to be an absolute blast. 
-i can't wait to decorate our home and "nest". it's one of my all-time favorite things to do. canaan is so good about telling me to "do my thing". haha he's the absolute best. i let him handle the tech-y stuff with complete trust. and he trusts me with the decorating and arranging of the bedroom, kitchen, etc.
-getting to know my youth girls down in plano. i got to go on a mission trip back in july with canaan's youth group and get to know an AMAZING group of soon-to-be freshmen girls. i will have the honor of doing life with them when i get down there, and cannot wait. God has already blessed me more than i deserve by connecting with them. they already amaze me with their hearts. 
-texas football games. this is the only other state that takes football as seriously as i do. 
-becoming an aunt again!! one of my good good friends from college and her husband are adopting a teenage boy form belize! so unbelievably excites for this season for them. please be praying for them as they embark such a unique time of parenthood. they are also making clocks to sell to raise money for the adoption, so please help them by buying one! they make them custom, so read here to learn how to get one! yayay!

so it's coming down to the wire. pray that i can finish out the next two weeks as stress-less as the other 9.5 months were. we do not want to worry about anything. what the important thing is is that at the end of the day on october 6th, cane and i will be married. everything else won't matter. 
please pray that moving to texas this weekend will be without much hassle and go well. we are so thankful to have good, strong friends who are going to help us move on both ends- tennessee and texas. couldn't do it without them!
scripture for this season:
^"Dear friends, let us love one another, for love comes from God. Everyone who loves has been born of God and knows God. ⁸ Whoever does not love does not know God, because God is love. ⁹ This is how God showed his love among us: He sent his one and only Son into the world that we might live through him. ¹⁰ This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins. ¹¹ Dear friends, since God so loved us, we also ought to love one another. ¹² No one has ever seen God; but if we love one another, God lives in us and his love is made complete in us."
1 john 4:7-12